u dun even give me the chance.
oh well.time to pull up the socks and wipe those tears away.
im a strong girl
aza aza finghting!

bye

im sleeeppppy..zzzz
currently webcaming with tania...
ohya people people justin bieber fanpage is under construction.do visit when is done..done by my best friend tania bolton...hahah.support bieber!!!
i leave the link down when it is done:)

so im sleepy


i need you boo
i gotta see u boo.

nites..
bye

this post is espicially for u.my last post about you.



i remember this time.very clearly.it will always sent shiver down our spines.the time when we don't judge or even learn to hate.how funny times flies just like that.u chge and things arnd us start to change.became vicious,aggresive.our pride took over us.not just you but us.new friends found.i was neglected.appreciated but not remembred.i became insecure.awhile later third party came in.u start to lie.my heart,break into pieces.i try to revenge but to no avail.i became restless..effortlessly pointing out ur wrongs.not happy u went rebellious.again the first time tears roll down my face.u,made me cry.my birthday, was a disaster.started out so sweet then it became....the nigtmares continue.whole of june all i can remember was crying after all the wrongdoings u did.u,started yelling at me.saying ive change.and i cant chnge back,i have the choice to but i decline it.soon'i wanted to end my life.those words leave behind a scar in my heart till today.july same things.i hav the choice to leave.but i chose to stay by ur side knowing there will be hope for us.i tried changing my attitude but u went too far.then break,patch,break,patch.countless time.i ask myself what did i do till u became like this.i do nt know.u do things behind my back.i cant continue anymre.i dunwan to be stupid like i use too.i have no more energy.

look at urself.i sacrifice many times for you.my dignity and my friends.u cant do that.what does our love mean to you.after a year and 6 months it was all for nothing.im not stingy.i provide for you as much as i could aford it.my love towards you is more than anything else combined in the world.is it very hard for u to understand.i can never remember animore of the good things u did.the bad stuff u did has surpass the whole relationship.i tried.ask urself once again are u going to let the dreams u made with me gone to waste.even if u know u can't acheive it u could try.i do not know how much longer more i could take.i will love you to my last breath.pls

stop wadeva ur doing to hurt me.

goodnight.




i neeeddddd to find a job A.S.A.P

hey


well,lastnight was our grad nite.and one word hilllarious!!!and it was good.thanks to all who were involve in it.haHA.the video was sad.but gladly no one cried..hahaha..than we get our award..and 5n2 speech was awwwww......

then we went pizza hut to eat again..haha.we originaly wanted to hang at starbuck but somepeople was there ..so we went haggen daz..sit down look at the menu...than amelia say y nt eat.so yea she came up with the idea of pizza hut..hahaha.so reach home like 11 plus??
yayay.
it was a awesome day to sum it up.pics will be in facebook.im lazy to update it here..


so ive been watching hana kimi again.haha.cos im bored..

ok.done

ok
i cant wait,.idk why as the graduation day is nearer im so sexited!
hahaha..and watching panaromal activity now.
well my cousin download it.
it looks like an amature pornography movie when it first started!!!lol

aniiwae do you remeber the time when u ask me to go sentosa wit you after Os??
hahaha..funny seh.


anyway no point staying mad at you.
im over it anyway.



ok..just came back home from pasir ris.feed the cat,wash the clothes,clean the house..


ok.friday sentosa!cant wait.!!!awesome!!


ok.im feeling bad now after wht i did to you.sorry .not!!!!



bye

hey
.
omg graduation is two days away and i still do not know what to wear.
honestly i don't feel like going.im not sooo into this stuff.
nvm.

ok today im not going back pasir ris.me and my cousins are going to whip up some dish.
first will be lasagne.my ex syg fav!!well not ex.you're still my syg.
and chicken something??
it will be all italian dish.i think.
ltr somebody laugh at me again.like when i use good malay words he dare ask me the meaning and i cant answer..haha.

so ill be going back tomorrow.and i got to clear my cupboard and find something nice to wear.aint spending for graduation.not worth it.

haha.ok i miss people.but i do not know who??

haha.im bored with life.i need to find new people to hang out with.theres really isnt anything to do after olevel.it sucks..

cos lastyear at least i was there for someone after Os.but this year that someone is ,,well gone 4eva..

ok.i think i need to get a new b.f soon??haha
ok nextweek willl be going out with vin!
planned it ages ago..

cant wait.

ok

bye.

u r sooo minah now!